Since the
beginning of the semester I have been dreading the fireside chat, even after it
was expressed in class how awesome it had been in previous semesters. I do not
have a performing bone in my body, so I was unenthused in getting up in front
of everybody. That being said, while it was still not my favorite thing to
perform my slam poem, I absolutely loved the fireside chat. It was so cool to
see the variety of different things that people came up with, and especially
interesting to see what they chose as their belief to explore.
It took me
a while to buckle down on exactly what I wanted my belief to be, but I knew
from the beginning that it would be a slam poem because of a certain slam poem
that I am beyond obsessed with right now (link here, please watch), because of
the connection I feel to it because of the honesty of the woman’s words. I knew
that I wanted to try to capture the same sort of passion, so I eventually
decided on Facebook because ever since I deleted my page, I’ve had to defend my
reasons for doing so. My belief is that Facebook is a destructive entity. I
believe it is encouraging young people to be bully’s and be social in all the
wrong ways, as well as being a black hole that sucks you in and wastes your
time while distracting you of what’s really important in life. I was also
inspired by Susan Sontag’s essay, “Regarding the Pain of Others”, one of the
things she talks about is how pictures aim to make things look better than they
actually are, and I believe that’s exactly what Facebook does, makes peoples
lives appear better than they actually are, which is unhealthy when people
start comparing their lives to others because it is unrealistic.
Performing
my poem was nerve wracking, and even though I basically had it memorized, I
looked at my notes far too much because I was so nervous. I think it would have
been a lot more powerful if I hadn’t have brought them up with me. It was also
really interesting to me that basically Seth and I were the only ones who
decided to defend a negative belief. I’m glad that basically everyone else was
doing positive things because it kept it light hearted and fun throughout the
evening. But I’m still glad that I chose the belief that I did because the
social media life take over thing is something that is really important to me,
and I hope that those who listened to me took it to heart and will take their
time on social media websites more seriously.